June 18, 2014

The Mamang Driver Chizmax

I was coming down the slope from the office of this certain developer company (their office being situated in the hilly area)when I saw a yellow convertible Porsche passed by me and I recognized this popular businessman in town driving it. This bloody rich business man monopolized the grocery business of wholesale and retail for a long period of time until the big SM came to Baguio. He does not only have Porsche, he's got almost all the luxury cars you can mention in their bright shining colors, red Ferrari, orange Lamborghini, maroon Maserati, etc, etc...

                                     (Image not mine, from Google Images)

When I reached the foot of the hill, I motioned for a taxi. The office is not well accessible as no public jeepneys pass by the area. And because I was in a conversational mood when I got in a cab, I cracked the silence between me and the driver.

'Manong, nakita n'yo si Mr. TS (not his real initials) dumaan? Naka Porsche, yellow.'

'Ahh, hindi ah, bago yan ah, meron na pala s'yang Porsche..'

'Oo kuya, convertible pa nga eh, naka-open, ang cute.'

'Yung Mini nya ang gusto ko, yun ang cute. Naiiba..'

'Bakit kaya payaman sya ng payaman, di naman nag-aasawa, pag namatay sya...'

'Bading sya di ba?'

I honestly didn't know this business man is a gay.

'Ha?! Talaga kuya, bading sya?'

'Oo di ba? Balita nga, inoffer n'ya daw si Jiter ng one night  stand pero di pumayag.'

'Ha kuya?! Sino yong inofferan nya?'

'Si Jiter, inofferan daw s'ya ng 1 million para mag one night stand, pero di pumayag.. Paanu, kadiri nga naman di ba?'

'Sinong Jiter ba yon?' I was clueless, really didn't know who Jiter is.

'Hindi mo kilala si Jiter? Pambihira ka naman, ilang taon ka na ba? Ako nga mas matanda pa sa yo eh, kilala ko.'

'Jiter? Sino yan, artista ba yan kuya?'  In my mind, maybe Jiter is a new actor I didn't know about. You see, I'm so lost with kuya..

'Oo di ba, si Jiter Ocampo, yong artista, eh si Piolo, kilala mo? Baka di mo rin kilala yon, bading din daw yon sabi nila..'

OH EMMM GEEE! I nearly burst into laughter but I held myself, 'Hindi ko nga kilala ang mga yan kuya, kung si Pernando Foe, pwede pa..' I joked with a soft laughs.

 It was just on time we reached Session Road where I was stopping. I handed him my fare and when I was just about to come down from the cab he said mockingly, 'Oh ngayon, alam mo na, na bading si Mr. TS ha? At kilala mo na rin si Jiter..'

'Oo nga kuya eh, salamat sa info ha, updated na ako. Pero i-su-surf ko pa ang itsura ni Jiter na yan.. kung gwapo ba yan. Sige po, salamat, ingat na lang,' I pushed the taxi door laughing.

November 4, 2013


There were smiles.
And a moment
will be kept
in Eternity.

Shall We?

Let us struggle against silence...

September 21, 2013


When I was 14 years old back when I was an active member of the young people in my local church, our pastor shared us these 16 Articles which until now the lecture is still very vivid in my memory. I was trying to locate my photocopy but I am a hopeless misplace girl all the time. Well, internet is really nice to me.

16 Articles of the Roman Catholic Church On the Implementation of the 666
METROPOLITAN AREA OF SAO PAOLO, Metropolis: 90-01288.30-405 021-0100, Paolo
(Conference of June 26, 1985 by Pope John Paul II)
Herein below are the 16 articles of the Roman Catholic Church, published in the meeting presided by his holiness POPE JOHN PAUL II in the conference of June 26, 1985 held in KENYA, AFRICA. This document sixteen articles of the church, will be presented again in all countries of the world especially during the Pope’s visit to the Philippines by next year for immediate implementation in the very near future.
ARTICLE 01 - NOBODY from now on will have an access to the postal service without the number.

 ARTICLE 02 - NOBODY will be employed in any factory of offices unless they have the number.

ARTICLE 03 - NO STUDENT shall be registered in ay school or universities without the students or parents having the number.

 ARTICLE 04 - NO ONE shall be able to SELL OR BUY nor shall they be able to plant trees or vegetables without the number.

 ARTICLE 05 - Every soul that shall NOT CONFORM to this social part will NOT BE ABLE TO BUY or make business without the number.

 ARTICLE 06 - NO ONE shall be able to DEPOSIT OR WITHDRAW and transact business in any bank without the number.

 ARTICLE 07 - If anyone does not recognize or denies the articles of the Union shall be severely PUNISHED WITH DEATH.

 ARTICLE 08 - Any person that does not have the number shall not be permitted to TRAVEL here or abroad.

 ARTICLE 09 - The ECUMENICAL CHURCHES shall be decided to hold services only upon the approval of the numbers.

 ARTICLE 10 - The IMPORTATION AND EXPORTATION of any good or products shall be carried out only according to their numbers.

 ARTICLE 11 - There shall be an INTERNATIONAL MONETARY system that will be implemented upon the approbation of the numbers.


 ARTICLE 13 - POVERTY shall be changed to a BETTER LIFE (if you have the number)

 ARTICLE 14 - NO ONE shall be permitted to hunt for food nor catch fish in the sea, lake or ocean without the number.

 ARTICLE 15 - ALL TRANSPORTATION SYSTEMS OF THE WORLD will be allowed to operate only according to the number.

 ARTICLE 16 - NO PERSON shall be admitted to any hospital or any healing institutions without the number.

(Signed) POPE JOHN PAUL II (Reprinted in the original form with permission) 
1.      Do not receive the mark of the computer, Bar-code which is 666. (See Rev. 13:1-18)
2.      Read (Rev. 14:9-11; 16;2 6;2)
3.      For Study on the end time; read Matthew 24.2 Thessalonians 2, Daniel 7: 21-27, Matthew 10:28-31, Rev. 9:4-5

SOURCE: https://sites.google.com/site/theendtimewarning/american-people-deceived-and-betrayed

September 10, 2013

Once Upon A Time

Once upon a time...

Known to others or forever be untold, it will forever be kept in me to keep me reminded that somehow love is happier when stirred with reveries and wishes.

I never had that assurance that you had felt the same the way I felt for you before. I am only sure that you cared. Emotions do not lie, not unless you were successful to have infused to me the potion of hallucination in those times.  But somehow, I have felt you missed me if I wasn't visible, or audible for a time. And though it took us some time, in between seas, oceans and hemisphere gap,  we told each other those, I love you.

Not a lot would understand that you were real to me. And that the most carefree feeling I ever had was when we were together. Yes, we were together. Hours and hours. Countless times. Sharing. Laughing. Getting mad. Sweet nothings. Singing (Do you remember?). Yes, and those songs bring back our time, and the ecstasy whenever played around me. I feel you in the streets, in the malls, in the busses, jeepneys..

I wonder if they do the same to you. And I wonder if you still sing them.


I don't know if it was fate or you were born to know the right timing. You appeared right on time when I was succumed to loneliness and confussion. Your words were magical. You swept me off  my feet when you did that. You pulled in in the darkest of my nights. I thought you were an illusion, the kind I had fashioned in my dreams that would fade in the morning. But you were real, I have seen you, I have heard you. And the reality that you were real, made us alive.

I have tried, believe me that I have tried to hold on to those promises to make us real.

Sorry, I was not strong enough.

September 3, 2013

Getting Things Right Back


I'm setting my default mode to HAPPY!

When I was in my teens, the worst actress for me that made me say, "AMPANGIT-PANGIT!" was Ms. Judy Ann Santos. I really thought that she didn't have any right to be the bida in any teleserye or movie because she was not pretty enough to be one (well, that is stereotyping). I never watched her interviews nor shows. Believe me, I could smash the telly if I see her being flashed. (sorry)

Hell, I think God punished me for belittling Juday's physique long ago and that all the beauty and figure which God supposedly bestowed on me, He has blessed them all to Judy Ann Santos!(echos!) That actually changed my perception of her. Lately, I find myself following her on Instagram and punching her name on google box to know what's her latest. wahahaha!

But I was really amazed when I saw her on a magazine cover. I happened to pass by the bookstore one time this year and unbelievable! She changed, transformed to a really beautiful swan now.

Of course you believe me because I think we think the same. Compare the photos I extracted from google images below.

Ironically, she also inspires me as I work hard on resetting my default mode to HAPPY!, in her instagram posts, I found this good stuff. Read on...

Tips for life..

1. Give people more than they expect, and do so cheerfully.
2. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you'd like.
3. Don't say, "I love you," unless you really mean it.
4. When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye.
5. Be engaged at least six months before you get married.
6. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt, but it's the only way to live life completely.
7. In disagreements, fight fair. No name calling.
8. Don't judge people by their relatives.
9. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?"
10. Call your mom.
11. Say, "Bless you," when you hear someone sneeze.
12. Don't let a little squabble damage a good friendship.
13. When you realize you've made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.
14. Smile when picking up the phone. The caller will hear it in your voice.
15. Marry someone you love to talk to. As you get older, good conversation will be one of the principal elements of an enduring relationship.
16. Remember that silence is sometimes the best answer.
17. Read more books, and watch less TV.
18. In disagreements with loved ones, deal with the current situation. Don't bring up the past.
19. Never interrupt when you are being flattered.
20. Mind your own business.
21. Trust in God, but lock your car.

I only think HAPPINESS makes one beautiful and more beautiful everyday. I'm working on that.
If Judy Ann can, I can! hahaha!

August 27, 2013


Nothing is more blissful after a long stormy week than seeing nanny smiling!

              Nevermind the lines on her face and the missing dentures, I think we are each other's replica.

A conservative is someone who makes no changes and consults her grandmother when in doubt. ~ ~Woodrow Wilson


I was able to give this blog a make over today. (Is that accomplishment?) Big, I supposed.

Because I decided to try so much more to put something in this e-diary, atleast for this time being that I almost have all the time in this world. Yeehah, bummer!

So, see you later!

June 25, 2012

HARINAWA (of holding this pen again)

I saw you last night.

In the usual hours when I used to hop around checking on you but to no avail, I was quite lucky I spotted you at nearly midnight. I saw you were seated at the place I used to hang around with the pushy young ladies trading goods with each other hoping to be a big time entrepreneurs in the future. Out of your awareness, it was me who invited you. And you were there before I arrived, sitting and smiling with the ladies I barely recognize.

I did not know what to feel. I thought that when I will see you, it would be like a normal hi and hello. I didn't expect the sudden rush of adrenaline in my system that even when I left the place, I was able to stay awake the rest of night doing all the odd chores I always escape in my daily routine. Your ignorance of my presence may have helped me act clubby with the people busying around. Albeit, I have acted like a ghost in a distant not having the courage to expose myself under the light in your space.

I saw you smiling and cracking around with your group. I saw you lifting that bottle of Jack Daniels with loud childish laughters that seem to soothe my dying memories. I saw the happiness and brightness you exude and for almost couple of hours sitting there snooping on you, I realized you're back in your kicking shape. 

I have blamed myself for a long time, for having to leave after believing in all the tales that crushed us before we even decided to. In my efforts to ease the pain inside me, I went sheltering in a godly soul that has nourished my then dying spirit until I got the strength to walk again the lane we decided to abandon. It was then that I heard you were doing well. I was happy to accept that even with out me, you found happiness again.

Until then.. I wish to tell you I found happiness too in its rarity. 

October 24, 2010


This isn't the first time
I'm coming begging 
To You again.

I'm so much ashamed
and won't even show my face
To You Lord.

But have mercy this time again
Don't turn nor hide Your face 
from me I pray.

Cause I'm about to burn out
Too tired of running
From the ghosts of my past
Too tired of trying
To show I can beat them all.

Take my heart Lord
Hold my hand just like before
And I wanna give You all
and tell You all again
these hurts, this emptiness, these pains
I have had when I have forgotten
and was gone away.

Hear me Lord
and don't let me go
Cause I don't wanna go that way anymore.


As much as I wanted to write again, I guess I have lost the ability. It has been long time since I wrote one nice piece.

Though this one is so simple,still I will take time to polish it, I am grateful I was able to put into words a bit of what I wanted to pray. never mind the art, please get the message.